It's been a while girlie, I hope everything's going okay! =]

Much love

It's awesome to see you're writing again- your diary rocks! xx

oh hunny take care of urself!!

& 2 think, i just came bak!

keep ur head up!!! *hugs*

The very best of luck to you in your struggle for balance. Hopefully you will get some time to focus on things in a way you haven't and do some great things with the unfortunate events in your life.

Much love, take good care of yourself and others,

Meaghan

I'm sorry about your cat.  I hope things improve.

We are all thinking of ya:)

hey i got your message on msn! next time were both on ill tell you about the letter thing ok ?  

i havent spoke to you for ages and i would like to soon! your great to talk to

Much Love <3

xXxXx

i love how all your thinspo girls still have boobs. i have a large chest, even when i was extreamly skinny i still had fairly large boobs. so this kind of thinspo is always nice:)

hope you feel better

stay strong starve on-fadingobsession

your entrys are awesome! they always are, thank you so much for all the motivation and information you provide us with!

so so helpful :P makes me feel like i can do this..

take care hun, thanks again! xx

I am so happy that you are finding a healthier approach to weight loss.  I want to be a part of this!

I love your entries!  You should start a site or something.  You are great at this :)

I am excited to read the next entry :)

<3

Thank you for the comments :)  And also for the tips and thinspiration...always needing that!

<3

WoW 10 years!!! That is SO amazing to me.  I am going a 2 year marraige.

ur such an isparation to me ... ive read all ur entries and ur doin so well ... so well in fact that u have inspired me to write one myself ... i kno where ur comin from i to have been quite a heavy weight and just comin down now ... but i kno with u writing ur entries it will be easy for me to do it :):) thanks xoxox

~puresse~

That is a great idea!  But since I don't know any other kids, I might save that for next year.  Maybe then I will of found some "mommy friends" LoL none of my friends have kids. It sucks.

But good job on the weight loss!

Great entry.  I love the quotes.  But what I really love is that you are always trying to help us out too.  Thats cool.

I was going to suggest back exercises! Can't wait!

I didn't even realize that most of the food I have been eating is negative calorie foods. I googled negative cal foods and some sites say that it does not work that way.  I'd like to think that they do, after all it makes sense.

Thanks.  I am young but I feel old on here.  LoL  I am 21 but I look 14.  I always get IDed buying papers. 

I love that pale girl in the green.  I just love healthy looking pale skin.

[thatpotsmokinghippy]

AHH! This is such a great entry, I can't wait for the ass-addition!

You mentioned that lettuce had negative calories? Are other foods like this and if so, what are they?

HOLY MOFO

MAZing song! Her voice is really interesting and I absolutely ADORE the guitar solo!

[BeautyFromPain]

Thanks for applying, Congrats you are a new T2T member. a few things you should know:

1. Add T2TLeader to your favorites list
2. weigh ins are in on Firdays please weigh in regularly
3. if you want to be in the cometition let me know your starting comp weight now.

I'm glad I didn't piss you off. 

Good job on eating.  You got to start somewhere.  I'm sure your body is thanking you!

I know you know this but there are other ways to reach your goals.  I am glad you have someone supportive in your life. 

It is not about the scale, it is about hate.

And I hate that you hate yourself.  But i know nothing some dumb girl miles away can leave on a comment can change your life.  But hey, I gotta try.  Good Luck. 

Im So Proud Of You !!! YOur Doing Amazing! And Your so Close to Your Goal!!

Reading Your diary Makes Me Think Thet I Can Do It As Well! not as gurd as you but ill try lol but i really am sooooo proud of your for losing it !!

Go You !!

Much Love And Care

xXxXxXx

Congrats, I'm so happy for you :)  If only I could start losing again instead of gaining

Tons of love~

YOu have beautiful eyes and skin tone.

Love it.

Gasp! Your eyes are GORGEOUS!

Arepickled onions really that good? Have you tried pickled okra? Its the best!

Yo, ex-lax is soo bad for you! I'm not trying to lecture or anything, but it doesn't do sh*t for you (no pun intended). It just dehydrates your body immensely and makes you dependant. It totally f***ed up my sh*t-system and I couldn't poo for like two weeks in the hospital and the doctors were really nervous about that. Not that purging is any better, but you know what I mean.

Plus, when you take laxatives after eating such a big meal your body takes the most immediate resource from the food, fat, and takes almost nothing else. You end up dehydrated and full of empty calories.

Man, I sound like such a f***ing jerk spitting all over you with this, but I'm serious. It doesn't help you lose weight.

Oh hunny, I know how this feels  You'll be ok, just pick yourself up and keep going.  I binged today too, but I find hope in tomorrow because I can get back in control.  You can too.

Tons of love~

Lovely!

Make more!

Ooohhh I like I like I like- make some more!! x

they're alll awesome.....

i liked the last one the best!!
<33333

xoxoxoxoxoxox

Thank you so much :D

xxxx

Hi, I looove your page and all of the thinspo :)  If I may ask, where on that website can you find the weightloss tracker??  I've looked everywhere for it and I can't find it :[  I really want one of those tracker thingys lol.  Hope to hear from ya soon, and CONGRATS on all of the weightloss...I know you'll reach your goal :)

<3

OH MY f***ING GOODNESS.

Amazing. Not particularily in a good or bad way, but that man did an amazing thing.

hey its me outcast12345 aka Selena transparent beauty i wanna look like those girls too i am gonna look like that someday and u will too.

ily!

Wow...I like your diary........*sigh* You and I weigh about the same, well you've lost some weight and I still haven't. I used to weigh 108 and that is my goal.

Over the last two years I've put on over a hundred lbs, due to depression and medication. I've ate entirely too much and haven't exercised. I've tried every way to lose weight and have never succeeded. I wish that I could lose weight as quickly as girl A or girl B. I see that it's possible...I just want to do that.

Well, the only thing left for me is eating every three hours and only two hundred calories at a time. I've only been doing it for a couple of days so I don't know how it will work. I suspect that I will lose weight, but I think that it will take me a long time. I have a 100 lbs to lose! Never in my life would I have imagined that I would weigh this much.

I'm eating the amount of cals for a 120 lb person. When I reach 120, then I will restrict a couple more hundred to weigh 108. And this time! I'm gonna exercise. I want to be thin and I want to look good and I know that takes body toning.

Thanks for the inspiration and the beautiful photos. I added you to my faves so I can keep up with your progress. Hopefully, I will succeed, just as you are succeeding!

well i really do need to change myself for me i need too lose weight too.

seems like we're a lot alike we can get through our problems together.

luv ya!

love, Selena

dont do that to your body its unhealty and u could develope an eating disorder. good luck

love selena

I've only been getting them for a few months and most of them are only around 5 seconds long. It's just every so often they last quite a bit longer and appear different - much more violent convulsions, turning blue, etc. This particular one lasted almost 2 minutes. I asked the doc about the lack of oxygen in that time and he's assured me that this only becomes a problem when seizures last around 10-15 minutes or longer. (Hope I don't get any as long as that!)

Yes, they were scary to start off with. But I don't remember much about them, it's like one moment I'm walking across the room and the next I wake up on the floor with a pillow under my head, a duvet over my body, a huge headache, aches all over, an hour or so extra on the clock and a face or two peering at me as I open my eyes. When they first started happening I used to get really upset, but now I just close my eyes and go back to sleep! lol

ouchhhh. I hope the pain does subside as well.

[SlayerChick]

Wow Im Goin To Look Like those girls one Day Lol

Do You Use that address On Msn Aswell?

x

The more I hear about these, the more I actually want one. Hehe.

:D

OMG. That's incredible... never seen anything like that... definitely post your pics throughout the process.

That's cool and freaky at the same time. It seems like a cool idea but what is one supposed to do with it? And how about if you have more than one child? Oh well...it's a neat project and I'd be extremely excited if someone I knew did this. I can't wait to see what your's turns out like. Keep me posted.

Carolina